life

i am so blessed with a wonderful best friend and roommate! my best friend lets me vent. and my roommate gives great advice. i am very grateful for both.
last night a door closed in my life. i'm so glad, i've been trying to push it closed for a couple weeks now. but it was not in my hands. but i finally got closure and it feels great. but this problem messed with a good thing thats going in my life. so i'm really confused right now. i just don't want to get so involved with someone to find out that i'm being played. its a little scary.
well this weekend i have to go home again. gotta work tonite and tomorrow. then i gotta sing at church on sunday. i really want to find a job here so i don't have to go home every weekend. i have been going home to work almost the whole time i've been in school, and i'm ready to really live on my own for a while. don't get me wrong, i love my family but its hard to grown up when you're with them all the time!
well gotta get back to class. yall have a great friday!