feelin the love

man am i ever feelin the love right now. i just called my mom to talk and catch up on stuff and she of course has to get into grades. well i had to tell her my grades from this last semester. well let me tell you i took 2 kick butt classes this past semester. philosophy and english were really bad. my english class was only hard b/c none of my papers that i wrote were good enough for my teacher even if i corrected them according to her notes and revised them. it was insane. so i got a d. my mom flipped which i can understand b/c i never ever make a d in english, i'm good at english. but then i told her why and she didn't even care. she said that was no excuse. then she went off on a tangent about how it wasn't her life though. so she should just let me screw up my own life. wow. that pisses me off. i dont think i'm ever gonna be good enough for that woman. oh well. if i make it through school it will be a kick in her ass. oh wait i've already made it farther than she ever did. anyways. i love my mom but it pisses me off that she takes me to be stupid and irresponsible. yea classes were hard this time around and i should've studied harder but it'll be better next time. i took 4 real academic classes in one semester. that was hard! well next semester will be better!!!
anyways. christmas is coming up and i can't wait any longer! daniel and i were gonna go to miami for a few days starting on sunday, but we decided it would be smarter for our wallets-sake to stay home and work a few more days. but on tuesday nite we're goin to momma darlene's house(his mom). i'm excited. i love going to jax. its always fun and there's always so much to do. and Lord knows i'm not usually happy unless i'm gettin into somethin! we're gonna have christmas with her on friday. then drive to my house on christmas eve and hang out with a bunch of family. then go to the christmas eve service that i am so looking forward to b/c its always good! then christmas is sunday!!!! i can't hardly wait. we'll get up and hang out with our immediate family and open presents at the house. and daniels gonna be there for our first christmas together!!!! i love that man. then we're gonna go to the christmas church service at 10. then after that all hell will break loose. cause its gonna be so hectic. we have to make appearances at two grandparents house to eat and open presents which is soooo rediculous, but i'll have to get into that another day.
anyways. just to make this shorter i'm soooooooo excited and i can't wait to celebrate Jesus' birthday for the first time with the man i will be with for the rest of my life, and to know for sure that we get to tell our children about this special day! i can not wait!!!!
well yall have a great rest of the day!